Monday, January 29, 2007

Lies, Lies Damned Lies

I'm in a bit of a pickle at the moment.

A good friend of mine lies to me on a regular basis - sometimes several times a day. It is usually little stuff, often about money or something she owes me. It has gone on for years, and has reached a stage where I know she is lying to me, and I get really upset and angry. If she sees any of my reaction she gets really angry with me.

For instance I received an SMS today which I knew was a blatant lie.

I was pretty upset and sent a sarcastic SMS back, to which I got shit blown out of me. I then had to do the "no, I was being serious, not sarcastic" thing to calm down the situation because conflict terrifies me.

So I am in a situation where I am being lied to on a regular basis and I am too scared to say anything about it. She knows damned well that I will never say anything, so this is going to go on forever.

I wish I had some balls!

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